Sunday, February 27, 2011

QUICKIE

so today i am going to hang out witha  couple
their names are
Manny and Saul
and honestly they are the funnest couple to be around.
they both work for a med lap

and are hella i m love.
seeing them
gives fags hope that it is possible..

they are mutual friends of jerry and I

so i text jerry and say ..
hey lets go hang out with manny and saul

and he replies
CAN I DO DRAG lol

seriously..
made me crak up
and i said

NO they mean right now during the day

and he said
yeah can i be in drag

lol i love jerry it is never a dull moment. with im

just another part of

THE CRAZY LIFE OF ME

THE COCKY SIDE OF ME

So I know that I am not the best looking guy in the world.

neither do i think that i am ..
seriously

but at the same time i know i am not the ugliest
=]
and there are those times... those outfits where i know i look bomb

in addition to that.
i know that i am a great guy.
and at the end looks will fade.. but who you are as a person remains.
and my looks aren't fading soon
I mean I'm 21 look like I'm 15

my mother is 43 and look like she is in her early 30s
so i will look as good as i look for a while .
with he addition of not smoking and hardly drinking.
that makes me look even younger.

but with all that.. there are days that i am cocky..
and i am very cocky with certain things.


i know that i am genuine..
honest
and faithful
and those are rare qualities to truly find in a fag.

i know that i have my shit together..
and am always willing to help a friend.

i know when i have done bad and have no problem apologizing.

i personally have never had a problem pulling either..
guys or girls
and when i want someone i get them

and i love the way i look in the morning. lol
i swear
roman and i where talking about this..
MORNING IS MY TIME OF DAY lol

idk this is just a blog of talking non sense.. just for the hell of blogging i guess.
lets see what adventures i get myself in today

THE CRAZY LIFE OF ME

TODAY

well today..
i really didnt blog.. wich is weird since i always have some witty
remark or though in my head.

but not today..
today was just calm and normal

i woke up i cleaned alittle
i got ready i went and i met with a potential client.

i talked to Manolo
i told Manolo some things that i needed to , and just get things off my chest.

i got home cleaned well sorta cleaned my room and hung out with my mom

today wasnt the crazy life of me..
it was just ME lol

oh i made more progress on my website =]
even though some obsticles came in my way..
you know i had to figure out a way to make it work .

lol

well goodnight
tomarrow is oscar day .

kinda sad that i am not going to the make up show but i mean money wont let me lol
cuz if i go i am ganan spend everything i have..


so yeah .. just
goodnight..

THE CRAZY LIFE OF ME

Saturday, February 26, 2011

I AM SHY

 shy 1  (sh)

adj. shi·er (shr) or shy·ershi·est (shst) or shy·est
1. Easily startled; timid.
2.
a. Drawing back from contact or familiarity with others; retiring or reserved.
b. Marked by reserve or diffidence: a shy glance.
3. Distrustful; wary: shy of strangers.
4. Not having paid an amount due, as one's ante in poker.
5. Short; lacking: Eleven is one shy of a dozen.
intr.v. shied (shd)shy·ingshies (shz)
1. To move suddenly, as if startled; start.
2. To draw back, as from fear or caution; recoil.
n. pl. shies (shz)
A sudden movement, as from fright; a start.


By definition SHY means alot as you can see above.. 

AND IN REALITY NONE OF YOU MAY BELIEVE THAT I AM SHY 
since you know me in real life.. 
and see how I am . 

ex. I am always getting peoples numbers for friends or brothers friends.
ex. always talking and having a conversation with random people or strangers and end up becoming friends.

but I believe I am shy 
by definition 2-a and 3. 

2-a I have noticed that, there are certain things that I cant say. Certain things that I would rather write out.. and get a response then to sit there and talk about it face to face. 
I honestly get shy, and I don't want to see the person expression or how they will react. 
I am especially shy, when it comes to matters of the heart.. 
if i am feeling something.. 
or thinking about something strongly. 
I am much better at articulating it and getting my point across. with it making sense.. if I simply write it out. 
I know that for some people that is both annoying and useless. 
but for me it works. 
It is what I have done since I was little. 
Always expressing myself threw writing. 

In some incenses I can voice my opinion. but it seems also that I always say the thing your not suppose to say. 
or I word things so badly.. 
which is ironic because I can always word things perfectly for friends.. but when it comes to me it is as if my 
brain just goes dead. 
I am trying to get better. And be able to speak to people about things... but in tell I am simply SHY. 

3 this one is an easy one.. 
I am completely DISTRUSTFUL 
I know that I am.. 
it is not that I don't trust people because there are alot of people in my life
that I could trust my life too . 
but I am Distrustful with my heart. 
I know, I know . 
Woop De Doo . 
What fag or with that what person isn't. 

As I have mentioned before, when I was pretty much married. 
Alot of things happened.. 
and I was always the one getting hurt. 
I started to fallow my gut alot more. and would see that I was always right. 
Then I was always feeling as if something was happening. so I would always think the negative. 
which in that instance was always true.. 

but after 2 years of doing so. it has taken its toll on me.. 
and I still do so. 
when I am talking or getting to know someone
i automatically start seeing what he could be doing wrong

which is horrible.. and I absolutely hate. 

but I have found that the only way to stop that is by them showing me I am wrong. 
I feel stupid yes.. but I think it is the only way to actually gain trust. 

for example. Manolo in many instances proved me wrong.. as I was either thinking or feeling something.. and he would shut my feelings up with out. even knowing he was doing so.. 
That helped me gain trust in him. 

another reason why I am so distrustful is LIES

I don't know why people LIE. even about the dumbest little things.. 
because as much trust as you may be getting for someone.. 
when a lie comes up it is as if all that trust is torn away. 

especially when it is something that doesn't make a difference. 
why lie about something that isn't important.. 
that only adds to me being distrusting. 
Because if your lieing about unimportant things then you'll lie about important things..
NO ? 
idk

as Manolo would say .:VIOLIN PLAYING IN THE BACKGROUND:. 
lol

I thought I would put that out there.. 
so that you guys can simply get a better understanding of how I am.. 
and the way I do things
cuz god knows I wouldn't tell  you.. 
so I simply wrote. it

just another things in 
THE CRAZY LIFE OF ME 




THOUGHTS ABOUT THE HEART

Why is it that your heart is always messing things up ?

They say that the brain and the heart are suppose to work differently that sometimes you can think with the logic of your brain, or the passion of your heart.. (BUT WHO THE HELL IS THEY?!?!?)

and that it is rare when they both run together on a set topics such as a partner ( boy or girl or tranny {i don't judge})
but it sucks when they do work together.. but in a bad way.

as a person I naturally tend to over think everything, and analyze every scenario. and all the possible outcomes or obstacles..
I mean its a good thing in other aspects as I am almost always prepared when something arises.
(one of the few things I thank my father for teaching me )

but when it comes to the heart it really isn't a good thing.
I catch myself.. good and happy.

but then a thought crosses my head and I run with it..
 I start looking at every thing that has occurred. and bring my own
conclusion to things..

when it can be so simply asked and answered..

idk I feel as if I am not making sense. and in reality I probably am not..
but in my whacked out head..
of all young adult, gay make up and craziness
I feel as if .. I am in the perfect logic.
lol

this really is
THE CRAZY LIFE OF ME

MORNING THOUGHTS

So i woke up this morning.. and the first though as i open my eyes.

DAMN I NEED TO GO PEE. lol

but after that since it was a fairly good time to wake up ( 7 am)
i decided to start cleaning my room .

for you that know me personally, you know that my room and I have an on going battle, of who is going to win..
not only that but the gnomes as well .
i swear my room is attacked by gnomes every time i leave.
as i will clean and clean and when things are finally looking back together,
i go to the bathroom come back and it is all messy again..
those DAMN GNOMES

So as i am unpacking all my hats and stuff that i took to Vegas that were just sitting there in the luggage still
there are a few things that i thought about..

1) i hardly wear the hats i have
2) i need new hats
3) i have a awful lot of shoes... when did i get all these shoes
4) i really want those shoes i saw yesterday lol
5) LAUNDRY IS SOMETHING I NEED TO DO.
and
6) time to throw things away.

when my room is complete i will post pictures so you guys can see how good it looks finished..
so stay tuned.
not making any promises on when it will be finished lol .

so that's about it on my room..
just another part that adds to

THE CRAZY LIFE OF ME

THE NIGHT OUT WITH THE STRAIGHTS

So tonight i was planning on just staying at home.. and do nothing but watch a movie..

my brother.. soon walks in with four of his friends.. telling me to get dressed that we were going out..
and so i did what he asked.

we drive out to ontario pick up two more friends.. and start our journey out to LA ..

tonight for those of you that dont know.. it is pouring outside..
we hidro plane about twice. and finally make to LA ..
and to TOMMYS mmm
if you know my brother an I you know there are two things we go to LA for..
TOMMYS and ROSCOES

after eating ...
the guys then realize there is a group of girls there..
so since they are all vags.. they send me to do all the talking..

so being the friendly fag that i am .. i walk over and say hello.
they were actaully really pretty and really nice..
but they all thought i was straight.. wich was weird cuz i didnt put on my straight voice or act..
but oh well

we end up talking and all go to abiba..
one of the largest record stores..
so after some further flirting with the girls..
and walking around talking smack about things in the store

the girls invite us to a kick back in hollywood. that they are all going too .

by this point all my bros friends are excited..
thinkn they are all ganna get some.
we pass by a seven 11
and get some beers and head. out.

we get to the kikback
and it was wack .
so all these girls, since at this point they knew i was gay called an army of fags
sopposibly cause they all think that they need to hook me up since they
just meet me .

we end up being there for about 5 minutes and bounce..
the whole way home..
all te guys are happy cuz they got one of the girls numbers.

we are all talking about growing up
our old toys
ex. yoyos with brains. scooters. pogs and light up shoes.
and we trade funny stores.
not to mention the baby sitter from hell

all in all it was a great night..
and something else.. to add to
FROM UP STAIRS 


jenni for MANOLO 

FOR ROMAN 

THE CRAZY LIFE OF ME

Friday, February 25, 2011

MANOLO

...............
=/
...........................................


the crazy life of me

WAKING UP TOO

I woke up to alot on my plate this morning..
I have a client to do today at 4 in burbank but that really isnt anything.. to worry or stress about.. its just easy money .

but then a good friend of mine texts me.. we have not been in contact lately as he has been mad that i did not make his Drag Preformance..
even though i have never missed one.

the reason why i couldnt make it was because one of my bestfriends Mom passed away that day. and i couldnt do anythin.. i just stayed there..

he told me that since i havent made an effort to speak to him it shows him the kind of person I am .

WOW really.
Come on now.
SERIOUSLY
i apologized for not going to your show and you ignored me..

you knew i was going threw something and you still cant pick up the phone to atleast text me..
but your making me out to be the bad guy =/

it is really just to much.. honestly..

and then ontop of that.. its just more and more.. ish.

so i have to get ready for my client..
and
this weekend is the make up show... kinda excited about that and to be able to just get my mindoff of thigs

LAST NIGHTS ADVENTURES

So there is soo much that didnt happen last night lol

Sarah Dina Roman and I get ready and then we decieded to stay local, after about 15 minutes Sarah who was driving decieded she rather go to her Boyfriends house..

So Dina Roman and I are stranded at my house..
we get in my car and say F*^& it we will go to WeHo.
We drive out.. meet up with
Byron and his +1

They are all drinking we walk up ... go to the Abbey..
thats a no. They wont let us in because Dina looks like someone else... and that other person is band from the Abbey.

So we try Fiesta Cantina..
we walk up
they wont let Roman go in with his hat. so we go back to the car to drop off his hat.. and attempt again..
this time..
they wont let me in. saying that it is not me ON MY ID ..
wich is dumb.  I have used my brothers ID before i was 21 and i never had a problem .
Now all of a sudden I DO .
Like WTH

So Okay it is  a thursday night, and we have to do something..
its Pan Dulce night at mickies..
We walk up i walk in .. the guy even lets me go in for free..
and then .. NO ONE ELSE CAN GET IN..

at this point we were all  ready to just simply give up .

But get Dina needs to have a good time.. and an intoxicated Roman .. well he needs something else lol ..

So we walk to Club Eleven... And to our surprise it is Straight Night...
UMMMMMM WHY IS THERE A STRAIGHT NIGHT IN WEHO..
Its straight night everywhere else..
every night..
LOL

so Byron is just done and wants to go home, his +1 says no.
by this time it is 1:30 am
and we go to Motherlode..
we get in... 15 inutes later it is over..

Pretty much it was the lamest night i have ever had in WEHO or anywhere for that matter.
But i mean what can we do..

NOT EVERYNIGHT is A GREAT NIGHT =[

hope everyone else had a great time...

THE CRAZY LIFE OF ME

Thursday, February 24, 2011

ROMAN ROMAN ROMAN

so i just got marvel vs capcom and Roman is addicted to it. we are sitting on my couch right now. and

he is making me laugh by how into the game he really is..

he is sitting here.. giggling all over the place.. as he plays the game.
he has been on the same level for the past.. .idk maybe 20 minutes. lol


but it is all just a part.. of
THE CRAZY LIFE OF ME

BAR HOPPING TONIGHT

Tonight Roman, Dina, Byron +1, Sarah and I are going bar hopping threw out all WEHO .. for those of you that dont know. WEHO stands for West Hollywood.

It is sure to be a fun alchol filled night..
and you guys will hear all about it tomarrow..
or depending what condition i am in maybe tonight lol ..
so time to get ready...
get Dina And Sarah ready.
and do this..

THE CRAZY LIFE OF ME

MEEET BYRON

Byron is another one of my gay cousins,
He is older then I am and we have a funny history.

We both dated the same guy and that is how we meet each other..

i know it sounds weird how did we meet threw our ex if we are cousins..

well we are not  blood related we are cousins by marriage..
so that is how we met.

we are honestly super close and he is one of the few people that i can tell everything too .
when we are together, either it be at a club or disneyland. or just walking around the mall .. we are sure to crack up and have a great time..

you will hear alot about him and our many adventures...
because when it is Byron and I it isnt about the crazy life of me but the crazy life of us..

So stay tuned, and and read on because this is ganna be a great addition
to
THE CRAZY LIFE OF ME

MEET Sarah

Sarah is a friend.. of Romans turned friend of mine.
she is one of the biggest drag hags there is..
who is always down for a good time..
and laughs..

she has two sons.
and has her own house..
which in tells. that there is always something happening..

youll hear from her from time to time..

as she is a character in this
CRAZY LIFE OF ME

MEET DINA AND JERRY

you would think these two are married. since they are always fighting with each other.. more so you would think they are divorced since.. you will NEVER see them together..

but yet Jerry can never stop talking about Dina or buying thngs for Dina..

they are both alki's and they are both a great fun. when ever we are out with any of them. it is for sure to be filled with laughs to say the least..

you will hear alot of both ...

they are just a part
IN THIS CRAZY LIFE OF ME

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

JUST GOT HOME

On the way home I call Roman . and we start. talking about his birthday coming up in may and what we need to do for bday.. he says he wants to stay in San Fran and wants. to stay at a hotel called Tuck'ed lol ..
its right in the middle of San Fran Tuck'd away lmao. k
but anyways...

so i just got home right now. from a friends house..
honestly he is a great friend..
that honestly cares
we watched the Green Hornet..
great movie
its a guys movie..
but it is still a great movie..
made me crave cofee lol

and then we watched coraline.. i didnt really get it.. or pay much attention to it..
as i had in-n-out in my hand at that point

and if you know me... you know that nothing makes me happier then food lol

so that is pretty much my day for today ..

oh i got the stylist for the shoot in March
my theme is Dia De Los Muertos.
and it is ganna be sicking
i am really stokked about this.
this there had been a great lost in my life..
this is in remembrance to her...
a day to celebrate..

THROW BACK WEDNESDAY

So today, i felt as if i was in a time machine..
literally from the morning.. till now
it has been like all my EXS have decieded to reach out too me .

I LOVE ALL MY EXS
and they will all, always have a spot in my heart and in my life..
but at the same time..
they are still exs

I will be there for you as a friend... but other then that... i mean i dont know what you want. from me or what you expect from me.

ITS A THROW BACK WEDNESDAY ...
when all i want to do is look ahead..

ROXIES HEARTBREAK

so my friend Roxy was deeply head over heels..
in love with his guy

she made this whole vision in her head.. of them happy
and what they would be and what they would have.

right now she just found out that.. the guy she was dating

now has  anew girlfriend..
they have only been separated for a few months and he is already with someone else..
he has pictures of them all happy on his face book

the things they used to do together..
disneyland and
dinners..

HEARTBREAK is one of the only things that we know for sure will happen with in our life time..
but what do you tell your friend as she sits there and cries her eyes out..

IM SO SORRY ROXIE..
i know that the pain at times seems like it is to much to bear..
and that spot that was once filled with happiness.
is now rotten and ugly
you feel nasty and gross inside.

but you are not worth this..
trust me he isn't worth your pain and your tears.

you are an amazing person and he didn't see that.

when it rains it pours..

but now the worst has passed..
the worst that could happen has accoured and now.. things will only get better..

this is all things that just happen
in THE CRAZY LIFE OF ME

Jason

Jason is a blast from the past i guess you can say..
but a blast that keeps coming back ..
he is like hailers commit . he comes and goes.. but it is always promised that he will come again.

Jason and i where never in an actual relationship ... never gave each other the title.. even though in reality .. we pretty much where.

He is an amazing guy, that honestly just makes things better.
we spend all night on the phone speaking of nothing..
but yet everything..
and the time just seems to fly by..

last night was no different ..

I missed you jason..
but cant get to happy cuz like hailers commit.. you only come by for a few seconds..

=]

THE CRAZY LIFE OF ME

In the most unexpected place

So last night after everything i sat there and thought about alot..
i thought about how things go..
and what happens.

for you that actually know my personally know that i was pretty much married.. a year ago

i was in a two year relationship with someone that i did everything for..
in the long run things happened.. that simply didnt let the relationship continue.

i was broken down.. and it took me a long time to actually work myself up .. to being that .. MYSELF.

after the things that recentaly happened.. it took me back to some things..

and this guy. (the ex i was married too pretty much)
texts me..
and in a really long time we just had a conversation
something normal and great

what he told me.. made me feel so good..
knowing that what i did.. and what i went threw wasnt unnoticed.

for many instances in my life i feel as if everything i do for people just goes unseen.
that people get accustom to my being nice and doing things for them that, they begin to expect it.. and not appreciate it .

but after having that talk with him... things just idk came into a clear..

SO THANK YOU ...
THANK YOU SO MUCH
for helping me see things again..

and its crazy of something comes..
from the most unexpected place

THE CRAZY LIFE OF ME

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

GOODBYE MANOLO

Manolo you are a great guy.
You have an amazing personality,
sense of humor
and just over all fun to be around..

i dont know how it is that things changed from day to night..
and even though there are a million things that are runnig threw my head.. they are only a few that
actually make sense.

the last hug.. said it all ..
when i left your house.. right there. and then i knew.. it was ganna end..

you know my number.. you know how to reach me..

i really do honestly care about you...
and all the alter egos..

but i guess. I WAS JUST NOT ENOUGH..

so goodbye...

i would say i will see you around..
but that is probably not going to happen..

enjoy yourself..
good luck in april with everything...

=/
*** VIOLIN PLAYING IN THE BACKGROUND *****

IORNY

so today Manolo ended things with me ..
well actaully just right now ..
and honestly it really does suck and it really does hurt..

for the first time in a really really long time, i opened myself up to a guy..
i let down all the barriers and just simply let him in .
started being the sweet heart and doing things for him that I hadnt done in a long time..

and everything seemed to be good.
while we were together we were always laughing.
joking and having a great time .

but out of no where things changed..

he told me he is sorry.
i did nothing wrong.
and that he simply isnt feeling it.

and though we were only dating for a month..
i think the fact of letting him in... is what honestly hurts..
the trust i laid on him .

its not about the time .. or the money or anything.. its about the feelings..

and he was really good at acting as if he was interested..
as if it was what he wanted...

the iorny in it all is that i told myself..
that it was going to happen ...
i already knew that he was ganna do this..
but yet it still sucks..

so i will do what i do best.. and that is paint a smile on.. and act like i am happy danddy little Jonathan...

GOODBYE MANOLO

THE CRAZY LIFE OF ME

CHANGE

Last night at the middle of the night one of my high school friends Roxy came to visit..
as we sat there and ate  left over pizza and spoke of our lives and how it is that in the past few years things have changed so dramatically..

in her eyes i saw a pain, a sorrow that i know all to well.

why is it that in life we all share one thing.. we are all on the search for that one person.. that other soul or heart that can complete us.. and make us feel as if we can go on..

you then live for that person and do everything for that person.

at a young age it is so pure, so naive. And unconditional .

LOVE is one of the greatest emotions that one can feel and when it gets a hold of you it is impossible to let loose. and once it is ripped away... you feel so empty inside..

Today all day in the back of my mind.. i thought about Roxy. About what she is going threw. and about how it is me.. well it was me just last year. How the feelings she has, the thoughts and the sadness. where all to real to me and all so fresh.

and what Roxy told me, " the one thing you are promised is change, but the only thing is that you have to be ready and willing to accept it"

So here we go, this is something new..
my room will be re-arranged
my life will be arranged and today is a start point.
a start for change .

I am naturally a very sweet guy, i like to make other people happy. I find happiness in others around me being happy. But at times i let myself put others in front of me... ill do what i don't want to just because it ill make them happy..

so slowly today i will start some change....
start to make the changed necessary to make myself happy.

=]

THE CRAZY LIFE OF ME

Monday, February 21, 2011

MEET NUMBER 13 and VALENTINO

number 13 is a hottie lol

honestly he just is..
he is just a homie..
but he is very good looking ..
and not only that he goes to school and has a job and is one of the sweetest HOMOS i know..

but where ever #13 is that means that Valentino is not far away ..
Valentino and #13 are best friends..
and only that since they cant be scissors sisters lol
Valentino is another that has his things in line.. and knows where he wants to go in the end..
the only thing is that he doesnt want know what he wants right now..

he says he want the bf and relationship
but yet i think he is having to much fun being single..
Valentino is my midnight talker.
we always have these great conversations and always in the middle of the night..

but when i am with them... i cant help but just be HAPPY

MEET JULIAN AND EVAN

Julian and Evan are put together.. simply  because
thats what they are
together..

they are both my hispanic closet cases..
since they are hellla hispanic..
and hella in the closet..

even though julian is a big ass queen

i dont hang out with them as much as i should but they still play a big part in my life.. and when im with them

fun and shit talking is bound to happen

MEET ANASTASIA BEEVERHOUSEN

Anastasia or ANA for short
is one of my hetero's

SHE IS A BITCH.. plain out in plain black and white.. she will tell you what you dont want to hear.. but need to hear ..
and that is why i love her.. she puts me in my place.. when i need it and others shy away from doing so.

she has the most amazing guy in her life.. we shall call him jack... just JAck .. lol

he is honestly one of the the kindest and whole hearted human beings i have ever encountered.. and the way he loves ana... is just WOW..

they both play an important part... in this CRAZY LIFE OF ME

MEET CARLOS

Carlos is my cousin,
we are very close at age he is just younger by a few years..
he is also gay.
and a recovering drag queen .

i say recovering because that part of him is slowly dieing as he grows older. lol

he is honestly a sweet heart and will do anything for anyone...
 not to mention a HUGE POT HEAD . lol

one of the many characters in THE CRAZY LIFE OF ME

MEET ROMAN

ROMAN is my brestfriend
oh yeah oh yeah hes my bestfriend..
when i am out having a crazy adventure
ROMAN is right there by my side..

i would say the crazy drunken nights but its more like HIS crazy drunken nights..
one thing i for sure...
they will never be bland.

he is an amazing human being,
with an amazing heart..
always there to talk too
run with .
or go to the mall
oh n lets not forget grocery shopping

we have our moments but at the end it is all good.
he is proably one of the people ou will hear or actually read about the most.

MEET MANOLO

Manolo is the guy that I am dating,
he is hispanic. Which for me is different ..
he isn't in the industry that  I am  in which is extremely refreshing.. since it is always something different that we can speak of.
At the same time though I feel as if i bore him as we speak about certain things.
since he doesn't get what i am talking about or i don't even know if he cares.

He always makes me crack up, seriously he does
he has so many alter egos. one to fit ever mold or everything.. it makes me laugh ..

he swears up and down that he is this stay at home wifey material that will cook and clean but in the month and week of dating ... i have yet to see that side of him

the thing he does best is either DRINK or SLEEP lol .

but in all honesty i wouldn't change a thing.... =]

he is older then i am, which is also different..
and he has facial hair which btw i cant grow. lol

but yeah that my MANOLO

LETS CATCH YOU UP

OK...
so currently everything is dandy.

Work is work.. it neither here nor there but it pays the bills and keeps money in my pocket so it is all good.

My first month of being 21 has been great... i have had a blast even though alot of things havent changed being able to actually use my ID make it that much better lol ..

Love Life.. for the past month I have been dating/ getting to know some one..
so far so good..
yeah he is hella difficult some times...
and doesnt listen...
and does nothing i want him to do..
but i like it ..
completely different from anyone i have dated in the past... but so far im liking where things are going.

FAMILY
My mom is amazing, she is a nurse and also a latin ballroom dancer. She has the understanding and open mindedness that i truly admire.
My older brother is the same, yeah he bugs and all but when it comes down to it he is always there accepting and waiting with open arms.
My father... we dont speak of lol

FRIENDS,
THE HETERO's
amazing group that always makes me laugh we always have agreat time
the
HOMOS
LOL thats all i have to say lol ..

THE CRAZY LIFE OF ME

THE BEGININGG

OK.. so lets start this off right .
My name is Jonathan.
to some i am GUS GUS
to others JON .
and if you know me as a make-up artist I take on BABY J  as appointed by an amazing women and friend..
SINCE this is going to be an out pouring of information, and everything that happens in my life.
My name will be the only legit name.
everyone else, i will change their names to keep their personal life well personal.

so now about me

as I said I am Jonathan .
I am 21
as a living i am a Make UP artist.
it is just what i do.

My friends. are crazy to say the least and no matter what we do, none of us can ever predict what will happen..

FAMILY i love and i am extremely close too ..

so lets get this going
THE CRAZY LIFE OF ME