Thoughts.. just Thoughts

Do you ever get that feeling...
its soo deep inside. that something isnt right.
that something is up
and you dont know what and you dont know how to explain it.. but you feel it soo deep inside your gut.

i have that feeling right. Now.. i feel as if something is going on.
and certain things just idk
they just feel off you know what i mean

i am sitting here with my brother. just watching a show on prisoners.
and it hit me like a brick wall ..
something is going on...
ugh i hate it.. but its true..

idk

any ways...
today was an ok day actually

i woke up i went for a run.
i added more to the website that i am getting ready to Launch.
i played some video games. and really just chilled.

i hung out with a friend. went to a record store.
and then to Victoria gardens and then the mills lol

but it was cool just chilling with a friend..

the funniest thing just happened..
that as i was writing this.
she texted me..
completely not knowing what was going on and simply said
I FEEL LIKE SOMETHING WRONG IS GOING ON, I LOVE YOU JON

seriously who would think that someone i met on such a fling would come out to be such a great friend..

any ways.. ganan just chill out and watch TV with my bro.
tomorrow.. i think I'm ganna go to school lol
i don't know yet.

we shall see how i feel.
and i think i need a new hobby.
or idk something
a new job my days feel so empty now..
as if i am just living with no purpose..

so that is that ..
and things will be what they are
just different things that make up

THE CRAZY LIFE OF ME