thoughts about PRINCESS

So as you guys know..
Princess and I started hanging out again
i mean at the begining we both said it would be friends..

but i mean idk its hard you know.
we were together for such a long time..
and it is hard for both of us..

at times we both want to jump in it..
act like we used too.. and just be princess and jon again..

but at the same time we are both holding back..
we start to be normal and then you can clearly see where we stop ..

as if we are both testing the waters with each other..

at the same time. i feel as if certain things dont change..
i see him make n effort..
and then i dont..
is it to much to ask ?
i dont mean that sarcastically..
just i mean. if you say your ganna do something then do it .... right ? =/

i mean princess is the one that showed me that..
idk.
anastasia tells me to pull back and not do anything els.e.
but i men i dont know

that is simply what sums everything up in a nut shell..

I DONT KNOW

THE CRAZY LIFE OF ME