Monday, March 28, 2011

I DONT KNOW WHAT TO THINK...

Ok.. so i have been talking to this guy..
and he seems amazing..
he honestly does...
im not ganna name him .because i simply don't want too .

he is doing almost everything right..
and idk i really like spending time with  him..
and he drops the bombshell that he is hiv positive.

i had always told myself that i could never be with anyone that was positive.. or i couldn't see myself with someone who was. simply because.. it honestly scares the shit out of me..
i have always been really careful ..
never slept around..

always wore a rubber.. because i ve been so scarred to every catch something..
but at the same time..
ugh idk

its just really i dont know what to do..

i know that with the proper precautions and everything... things will not be a problem.. and that things could go on with out ever having to worry about it..

but if your scarred to get burned why go sit right next to the fire..
you now what i mean.. i just don't know what to do..


just another part of

THE CRAZY LIFE OF ME

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