Breaking dawn
No pun intended,
As I sit here on my terrace legs dangling over my back yard. I see the first glimpse of sun light. The first sun rays peaking over the horizon. I can't help but feel a weird bitterness.
I reminisce about the past couple days. The past couple weeks at that, how the holiday season is yet upon us again and how it is "family time".
Thanks giving dinner came and went and I caught myself being there physically. But mentally and emotionally I was all over the place.
How is it that some people have the ability or that we grant them the ability to grab a hold of us. Our hearts,our thoughts and our emotions. And they simply just take control.
I know I know why is it that I am always going threw something when it comes to the significant other.
But in reality I don't know what to think.
In some way all I want to do is run. Just grab my things and run away.
Feel the wind and the rain blow across my face, have the evening shadows turn into day...
What am I here to do ? Who am I to become?
Both questions that everyone asks, and that everyone is puzzled by. Will I ever have the answers ?
Idk just more craziness thrown into the
The Crazy Life Of Me
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