the things i think about when i wake up

FAGS...
isnt it funny how when gay guys find someone that gives them even a glimpse  of that happiness that they want .
that self worthyness,
the love,
attention.
they wrap their whole lives around that person.

from night to day.. literally. they could meet the night before lol . they are in love. they have found the one. they begin to call each other baby.. every post every tweet every text is about them..
and then when it all comes crashing down on their head they wonder

WHY ? 
we were so happy, we were so good, then we started fighting, and everything and now. we are just here.
and i dont like it.. i miss him blah blah blah blah blah..

i think it is pathetic how people do so... why cant you just see how things are going to turn out?

if you fallow the same dating pattern, and you keep meeting people in the same areas. the turn out will be the same.

so why act any diffrent? why expect anything more then what is. ?

how about for a change you actually try meeting the person, hanging out with them .
having conversations. dont go straight to sac and expect it to be yoru life partner..

fags in total ... just amuse me..  they do so much... for something that in reality is nothing.. =]

as i said thoughts of the day . and just another thing that makes it

THE CRAZY LIFE OF ME