THE NICE GUY

So why is it..
that it has been a year...
a year since we were together. and i continue. to be there.. i continue to be the nice guy
and be there for him when he needs something..

why i sit that i am stuck being " THE NICE GUY"
there are times that i just wanna be a dick.
i wanna say no.
i wanna be selfish.
but i cant..
why ?

I know that i should stop, i know that i shouldn't be there for him.,
i know that he is still the same person he was a year ago..

but why is it that i know it in my head.. but i cant put it into actions..
i simply don't
just want to be

" THE NICE GUY"

just more that adds into being

THE CRAZY LIFE OF ME