A Night of Reconnection

So after my day in valley
Princess asks me to go over..
so i Did..
as we have both been trying to hang out in a while..

i go over and his best friend Pookie is there..
so we are all sitting there talking..
hanging out..

and princess and i seriously start talking and catching up on the past year of your life and what has happened.. since we broke up ..

honestly i think it is something that is much needed..
and idk .. it was good.

i really enjoyed it..
i am really proud of Princess and everything that.he has accomplished this past year..
he is taking the small baby steps to get everything in order. to where it should be so that soon he can just
take off and fly.

i am happy that the promises he made me... he kept..
not for me.. or for us..
but kept them for himself..
because in all honesty that is what i truly did always want..
just the best for him

i think that he is in a very good. place right now..
and is starting to find a peace and happiness with in himself.
Pookie is an amazing friend..
and i m happy that he has dropped all the friends.. that were just pulling him down..

ALL IN ALL  I AM HAPPY I WENT...

I know now.. that I will always love princess. and that there is a place for him in my heart that no one.. will ever be able to take.. and that i need to stop trying to hide or deny

and surprisingly...
i no longer hurt for the things that had accrued in the past..
and completely forgive him... and as of right now.. when i think back to them.. dont know why
i held onto the hurt for so long..

i am soo excited to see him become.. the man
that i always saw in him...
the man that i know he can be..
the man that he lost along, the way.

the world better watch out.
thats all i can say...

I LOVE YOU ..

THE CRAZY LIFE OF ME